today i will not worry
March 11, 2024I was in a very dark place for about 5 days. I had lots of demons fighting for my attention. In my darkness I had forgotten I had placed an order. I had not placed an order for over a year. But for some reason I ordered and of course I spent more than I was planning. In doing that I got a free feel good strap. I opened it last, as I was not really feeling "feel good".. I opened it and I saw the roses and my mood didn't improve, I had seen this one before but always passed over it because its not my style.
I decided to read the card. The words struck me, right where it hurt and it made me realize I needed to fight, fight the demons. I needed to get out of this mess. The words meant so much I carry the card around with me every day. Slowly I fought my way out of the deep darkness. I will never be free of the depression that has a nasty hold on me, but those words struck a chord with me and spurred me to climb, and go through the thorns to continue to bloom.
- Beverly D.C